Thanks everybody. It's been really hard reading all your messages because you've all been so sweet. I'm very lucky to be surrounded by such lovely people.
We're doing ok. I'm trying not to let the other dogs know how upset I am and they seem ok. Animals are so resilient. I'm going to try, not today but sometime, to answer all the emails and pms individually, but if I don't then please know that I really appreciate everything that has been said.